A single thought

It just came to me , to tell you that truth it came alot of times more then once…

a thought so small , so unimportant , come to think of it its worthless being what makes it so meaningful

its pitiful existence what gives it real meaning …

im certain and sure im blabbing out words of no meaning , but im sure you had that feeling when day

the day you woke and felt something wrong..how could anything be wrong you just woke up?!

could your day be ruined before it begun ?!

then it goes on…your still alive oh what a chock!! but now you take a deep breathe , my day is over you think in pure innocent joy!!

fool …foolish you!! …you walk 4 single steps…maybe one more

bush your teeth , wash your face, put on you pajamas …and go to bed ….

now you can get back to me !!so is your day really over?!

its being rewritten …from the second you woke up…till that last step you made…

your seeing flashing all in front of your eyes….oh god what the hell did i do today!!!was i on crack!!

exactly !…

Drear friend the worst time of your day , is when your day fools you to think it ended!!

but in fact it just begun….you think what you did what to do and how to keep holding on..

or it reminds you of things you didnt want to remember …

that how your so called end of day starts with a  worst beginning ….


An extraordinary artist mind 2

part 2
cant stop watching …so inspiring


An extraordinary artist mind

wow…just mind blowing…


When it feels like the end, just know, its only the beginning

This is what you shall do: Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to everyone that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown, or to any man or number of men-go freely with powerful uneducated persons, and with the young, and with the mothers or families-re-examine all you have been told in school or church or in any book, and dismiss whatever insults your own soul; and your very flesh shall be a great poem, and have the richest fluency, not only in its words, but in the silent lines of its lips and face, and between the lashes of your eyes, and in every motion and joint of your body.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
If you’re lucky enough to find people that can make you feel like the best thing in the whole wide world, don’t be dumb enough to take it for granted. Stick with them, fight for them, and never let them go.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you cannot change. Kiss slowly, love deeply, forgive quickly, and have no regrets. Life’s too short to be anything but happy.
Someday someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it.
We’re all a little weird, and when we find those people whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually weirdness and call them our best friends.
Oh, there are so many lives. How we wish we could live them concurrently instead of one by one by one. We could select the best pieces of each, stringing them together like a strand of pearls. But that’s not how it works. A human life is a beautiful mess.
My heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it’s trying to escape because it doesn’t belong to me anymore. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I’d wish for nothing in exchange – no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.
Love is the only thing that matters in life, the only thing. Fall in love with as many things as possible.
The happiest people don’t have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything. 
Stop thinking. Start living. 
But it’s strange, when you’ve always been told something is true, like the moon will come back. You need proof. And while you wait, you feel the entire balance of your world just tipping. It’s crazy. But when it’s over, and it does come back, that’s the best, because it’s all you want, everything narrows to just that. It’s this great rush, like for that one second everything’s okay with the world again. It’s amazing.
You pulled me back into your arms, hugged me for longer and told me you didn’t want me to go; I live for these moments.
I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.
Someday, someone will show you exactly why it never worked out with anyone else.
Love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can’t live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back. Listen to your heart. No sense in life without falling deeply in love, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try, because if you haven’t tried, then you haven’t lived.
Passion is knowing what you want and not stopping until you get it.
Spread love. Be kind. Think positive. Enjoy life.
The best thing you can do is to find the person who loves you for exactly who you are.
The world is smaller than you think, and the people on it are more beautiful than you think.
Never get tired of doing little things for others.. For sometimes those little things occupy the biggest part of their hearts.
I’ve finally come to realize that we are all the same, if there’s nothing left to lose then there’s everything to gain.
So don’t you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine. And life makes love hard. The stakes are high, the water is rough, but this love is ours.
Worrying is a waste of time. It doesn’t change anything, it just messes with your mind and steals your happiness.
What makes life worth living is knowing that one day you’ll wake up and find the person that makes you happier than anything in the whole world. So don’t ever lose hope and give up, everything turns out okay and the good guy always wins.
Anyone can make you happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything.
To be happy, it first takes being comfortable being in your own shoes. The rest can work up from there. The hardest situation to stay happy in, I think, is when you’re trying to find love, and yourself at the same time. It just doesn’t seem to fit well. So I believe that happiness is being able to wake up and just know that this is what you wanted, and not what somebody else wanted.
You may say I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one. I hope some day you’ll join us, and the world will be as one. 
( John Lennon – Imagine )
“I am fundamentally an optimist. Whether that comes from nature or nurture, I cannot say. Part of being optimistic is keeping one’s head pointed toward the sun, one’s feet moving forward. There were many dark moments when my faith in humanity was sorely tested, but I would not and could not give myself up to despair. That way lays defeat and death.” 
Nelson Mandela
“As I have said, the first thing is to be honest with yourself. You can never have an impact on society if you have not changed yourself… Great peacemakers are all people of integrity, of honesty, but humility.” 
Nelson Mandela
“Keep your friends close — and your rivals even closer.” 
Nelson Mandela
“I object to violence because when it appears to do good, the good is only temporary; the evil it does is permanent.” -Gandhi
“You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.” -Gandhi
“Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.” -Bob Marley
“The best things in life are unseen, thats why we close our eyes when we kiss, laugh, and dream.”
This is your life. Do what you love, and do it often. If you don’t like something, change it. If you don’t like your job, quit. If you don’t have enough time, stop watching tv. If you are looking for the love of your life, stop; they will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love. Stop over analyzing, all emotions are beautiful. When you eat, appreciate every last bite. Life is simple. Open your mind, are and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person you see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often. Getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them so go out and start creating. Life is short. Live your dream, and wear your passion. 
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right, forgive the ones who don’t and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it’d be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. 
“Whenever you are confronted with an opponent. Conquer him with love.” -Gandhi
“Stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone ought to be.” 
Elizabeth Gilber
“I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
“L’amor che move il sole e l’altre stelle. 
The love that moves the sun and the other stars.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
“Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
“I think I deserve something beautiful.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert


“Do not apologize for crying. Without this emotion, we are only robots.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
“We don’t realize that, somewhere within us all, there does exist a supreme self who is eternally at peace.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
“Let your conscience be your guide.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
“Life’s metaphors are God’s instructions.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert


“The resting place of the mind is the heart.” 
Elizabeth Gilbert
Those who are free of resentful thoughts surely find peace.
Make a list of all the things you want to do before you die, share it with someone you love, and live your life with peace and love, and you will be happy… ❤

The Impossible </3



never thought that i would ever fall for anyone .. that i would ever love or even like anyone…
the thought it self never came to me… i was always the girl that stood still and never said yes to anyone … love was nothing to me.. a foolish thought nothing more nothing less… i never liked the idea of giving your heart to anyone …
my heart is mine… my heart cant possibly break … it can never … since i won’t give it away..but now im hearing my heart beats swallow me whole … im feeling empty…im foolish, how could i done this , how could i given away my heart this easily…. no i didnt give it away that easy … i just crushed it with my bare hands … i dont need anyone to crush it … i know i already did … by just thinking of giving it away….


here now looking at the things i said … looking at the scars iv committed to this innocent heart… it never new the meaning of the word ” like ” to begin with, how did i leave it to the devilish thoughts to fall and break … it didnt fall … alas i pushed it … of the cliff, the mountain cliff.. now im paying for my foolish doing by heart, mind and soul …. i do not deserve the sympathy


Why..?! Why

this unpleasant  feeling in my chest ?!…your saying one thing and acting another…. your acting one way and saying another… Iv been wrong iv been down… but this is affecting me the most… this is killing me the most…this is … the worst….I .. i dont know … why do i care this much…why cant i move on ….


been hurt so many times by you… you didnt ever intend to hurt me but i just…. cant just leave the thought that my heart is dying… i killed it … by caring … caring for you.. for someone that cares for another … And i hate how much i love you… and i hate how much i care… but i cant just let go… and i hate that i love you this way…


of this day your words wont affect me … one of these days ill win over this broken tears…one of these days ill give up on this … on trying to get the unreachable …. why am i fooling my self , you love her … you still love her…. you wanna be next to her … you can never feel me … you dont even see me … im nothing to you … nothing more then a friend … i even doubt you consider me as your friend…


was careless … i didnt know how to think any better…i only gave my heart the control over my mind… Due to this foolishness i lost it all…


showed the smile … i faked the laughs … he never saw it … he never understood …. i remember when i used to tell them to be care full when it comes to love…but he was stronger then me…and my feeling were stronger then my mind…
i forgot what i said , i was careless … and now i have nothing to say anyone …and like the song said “

Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible …..



” i hoped for the


… i hope for your heart to be mine… but how?! … your heart is her’s … you dont have her… but she still have your heart…
i cant take it …. i cant have it… alas my broken heart will always suffer… its broken and scared ,scared and alone…


remember  the days when i never believed in such things as love …then …and i met you … i had a whole heart… happy… full of tears… but happy… because it was whole…but i met you …then i broke it… now … all my scars are open …im all inside bleeding … bleeding \with the impossible….
Why ?!…why did i have to just go after the


…. now… i cant ever fall in love again…. im broken ….i dont believe in love anymore… Im Done…Im Broken…I Give Up ….

Sorry For Loving You ….



Did this drawing back in the end of 2011 …